Such an idiotic title.
Sometimes, I get random thoughts like that. When I can actually stop all the chatter in my mind, I get these obscene one liners that tend to surprise and annoy me at the same time. It's like I were a different person for that little while thinking these things.. or a very strange person was talking to me and sharing their ideas. One minute random sync.
I wonder if these one liners have a meaning, or are they completely a figment of my imagination. Whatever they are, they've become a part of me somehow. I tend to miss these thoughts if only they'd let me go by a single day without showing up.
I don't think much about the normal stuff.. about the weather, the way cars honk outrageously every 5 minutes or so.. the way kids scream and rejoice when the school bells ring.. the way politicians wearing kiddish white T-shirts make funny comments on live tv.. the way the whole economy s' coming down..
These things mostly put me to sleep, normal things in life make me feel at ease with the world.. like everything s alright.
These one liner thoughts however make me wait and think for that very short minute.. they make me want to open my eyes and concentrate for a while..thinking there is a hope, a hope for a different world..a world very different than this.
"I have a butterfly mind. I flit from subject to subject. Sometimes I think of things and my reasoning is so profound that it scares me. "
ReplyDeleteI can relate to this..as a matter of fact, I feel the same way.
Normal - hmm.. lets say 'routine' is normal.. things that don't surprise you, things that you see around you most of the time - and of course they vary from person to person. Doing make up for dead people is normal for folks who do it for a job..maybe being with kids at a kindergarten teaching them how to draw for one day is 'abnormal' for such people.
One liners - you just wrote down one! "I have a butterfly mind." I think thats pretty good.. (:
You are unaware of the things you think about.. I somehow chase my thoughts to death haha.
Idiotic.. hmm, again..perception. Me thinking about death seems idiotic to my friends who would rather be thinking about Twilight.