Sunday, August 22, 2010

I think I'll live

Such an idiotic title. 

Sometimes, I get random thoughts like that. When I can actually stop all the chatter in my mind, I get these obscene one liners that tend to surprise and annoy me at the same time.  It's like I were a different person for that little while thinking these things.. or a very strange person was talking to me and sharing their ideas. One minute random sync.

I wonder if these one liners have a meaning, or are they completely a figment of my imagination. Whatever they are, they've become a part of me somehow. I tend to miss these thoughts if only they'd let me go by a single day without showing up. 

I don't think much about the normal stuff.. about the weather, the way cars honk outrageously every 5 minutes or so.. the way kids scream and rejoice when the school bells ring.. the way politicians wearing kiddish white T-shirts make funny comments on live tv.. the way the whole economy s' coming down..

These things mostly put me to sleep, normal things in life make me feel at ease with the world.. like everything s alright. 

These one liner thoughts however make me wait and think for that very short minute.. they make me want to open my eyes and concentrate for a while..thinking there is a hope, a hope for a different world..a world very different than this.